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Goodbye 2019, Hello 2020!

We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year’s Day.
~ Edith Lovejoy Pierce

I would say 2019 was the harshest year I have ever encountered all my life, next was 2018. It made me almost pinned to the ground and very depressed because of two consecutive years of trials and challenges. It made me feel so unworthy, selfish, ugly, worthless – all negative things you can think about, I have felt it. Continue reading Goodbye 2019, Hello 2020!

My Time…

There are factors in life that you always have to consider — one of them is Time.

As they say, Time is gold. And once Time has escaped your grasp, no matter how much you want it back, there’s nothing you can do with it. It is forever gone.

Am I now losing my grip on Time? It does seem so. I feel like I am beginning to lose even my own identity. It feels like I am on a cliff hanging and anytime soon I’ll be falling. And there’s no one there to save me. That’s how I feel now.

When I was younger, I have always thought I have all the time in the world to do all the things I want.. I kept on procrastinating on most of my decisions thinking I can do it some other time. But it seemed I have lost all of it and I’m running as fast as I can to catch it but to no avail.

Until when can I feel this relentless battle with time? Can we be friends a little? Can it be a little friendly to me and slow down a little so I can keep up?

Should I just stop trying to keep up with it? Let it go and just go with the flow of life? But what will happen to me after?

The more I try to answer these questions, the more questions are added to my list.

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