Have you ever dreamed of something and wanted it so badly but you know that it is impossible to happen?
Dreaming of it every day makes you feel your heart being crushed instead of putting a smile on your face because you know, as time goes by, that dream will just stay only as a dream that slowly fades away.. Continue reading A Dream That Will Only Stay As A Dream
I am staring at nothing.
I am waiting for nothing.
I am just too tired to look away.
Tired to move. Tired to get up.
Where are my feelings?
I forgot where I left them.
I feel so empty and hollow..
It’s like the world is revolving and I just need to go with it.
Without any purpose and direction to go.
I have loved someone and gave my all.
I emptied myself until there’s nothing more.
I was waiting for him to fill me with his love.
As I have given to him, somehow I hoped I will be loved.
I guess I wasn’t and will never be enough.
I didn’t know what I have ever done.
To deserve such bad treatment from people.
To bleed, left and broken like something worthless.
I only did what I know, and that is to love.
Being loyal and honest, should I stop?
If there is one thing I won’t forget in our Morocco trip, it will be our journey to Ait Ben Haddou. I can’t forget the long travel we had going there, the steep walk towards the summit and the unforgettable jolly old man (86-year old!) Mr Abdou as our tour guide.